Wednesday, November 3, 2010

No longer doing NanoWriMo

Too much is going on right now for me to do Nanowrimo. I need to do a lot of things including finding a job. I did start selling baby hats at a local store but I haven't sold any.
I am going to check with some friends and see if where they work is hiring. Dad is most likely have to go to the Secretary of State today. If I feel up to it... i will possibly go so I can get my state ID.
I kind of broke down again last night. Dad keeps saying that I am using him as a crutch. If I didn't have to I wouldn't... trust me. Before the accident I felt like I was kind of Independent. Well i guess not since then dad had to take me everywhere because I was 14 but I could go in stores without panicking or I would go to football and basketball games by myself after he would drop me off.
People have told me to write out everything and I have but it's not like it's something I can get over. I have written about it in some many different ways... oy vey. I have a lot of things to do today.
Transfering numbers to my new phone
getting ID?
maybe taking the test for my permit
Finding a way to get my medicine.

Speaking of medicine, people have also told me I may have to go on Anti-anxiety or Anti-depressants. the thing they don't understand is that when you have epilepsy, it can take a while to find something that works. Also, some things could cause me to have seizures.
As I stated before, the job thing is also on the list.

1 comment:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear of your difficulties. I admire you for your strength inspite of your epilepsy, accident and anxiety.

    You're a hero in my book.