Writing has come to a hault.

I am SO frustrated.... I am trying to write my book but I only got like one chapter in, so new plan... POETRY! I am going to write poetry and once I get enough together, I can send it to a publisher. Most of my poetry is all over the place.
I mean... each poem is about one specific thing but I don't just write about love, heartache, or happiness. I write about it all. Some of my poems are super short too. I mean, why didn't this come to me earlier???? I have been writing poetry for 8 years or so and i should have thought about this so much earlier!

It has begun!

I have started writing my book! YAY! I am so excited. It isn't going to be a big novel but it may turn out to be a young adult chapter book type of thing. It is going to be written in a journal entry format. I didn't know how I was going to write it and then I remembered what kind of books I liked to read when I was in you preteens and young teens. It would be a fast read I think. =]
I want to talk about books I love.... I have always loved Disney books and young adult books because I like quick reads. Really, thats what got me to write my book in the form I did.

So...

Levi got married. I am making him and Cass a wedding video. I was crappy at the reception. I just didn't feel well. Things were said to me that were not very nice that brought my mood down. I wish I could just redo that night all over again. I think it may have also been because I didn't cry much at the wedding and then at the reception, it just hit me. The picture explains what I did not want to see but oh well... my brother is amazing!
Cass's sister made a toast and talked about how close they live to her and i am not going to lie i was hella jealous. I have always wanted to be the "cool aunt" and I will barely get to see their kids/kid when they have one.
If Levi comes across this, I wrote you a letter that is coming in the mail... read it please. I'm sorry I was crappy. I love you!

So much space, so little time and we are the world

So I just watched We Are The World..... There were parts I liked but some I hated. I hated that they used Auto Tune.... WHY!? Not once... I think I counted at least twice. BOO!
I also am looking out my window and it is doing what? SNOWING! what the french toast!?
This is a really short blog i'm sorry guys!

Have you ever

Sat down at the table wanting to write something and ended up making a list of all of the stuff you need to do. I think with this anxiety it has caused me to not want to take time for me anymore. I just want to clean my house... which never gets clean I might add... I just wish I could sit down and write poems.... lots of poems. just get them all out and send them somewhere to get looked at ya know....

Snow Snow Snow

There is about 10-12 inches of snow on the ground. It is the perfect time to take some winter photos but I HATE COLD. I don't want to do homework though.... blah. Basically my whole day is going to be homework, laundry, and cleaning.... NO FUN

Tests freak me out

Okay so my 1st week of new classes is almost over.... I took my tests and got a 62 and a 65. Not so good. I thought Psychology was going to be easy but I keep getting terms mixed up. I am mad that my grade was so low in Entrepreneurship because I didn't have a time limit on that one. My assignment grades weren't that bad though. If anyone has any ways that I could keep terms straight let me know.... See, I've blogged three times this month. How awesome is that?
Oh and the Superbowl is tonight... I am conflicted... I like the Saints and the Colts, that's what happens when you live in Michigan and your football team SUCKS. Dang Lions.